Teacups

My telling you on the nightline service “I am not that strong of a person” translates to “I am going to kill myself, but I don’t want you to lock me up so I won’t say it out loud and commit myself.”  I don’t know how or when.  As soon as possible.  As soon as I can find the right way.  Pills won’t do it…I’ve even heard cyanide won’t do it unless you are a chemist and know how to brew it just right.  I envy that old couple that took their life together sipping cyanide from their teacups.  Jumping in front of a train […]