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no quality of life

by idunno 3/6/2013

written by idunno

Twists turns my stomache aches i sweats my thoughts race. Mental torture my mind feels dull dry and overheated and robotlike.

As the same everyday routine goes by you lose track of the days things become blirry and numb.

Yes it has become a chore to laugh. It feels so fake. Its hard to genuinly enjoy any moment.

I am a slave to the dishwasher, weve become quite close we bond at least 3 times aday.
Spending time with it seems to be a highlite of my day. Yes its helpful and i feel good about doing it but when thats the only thig you do day […]

3/6/2013 2 comments

Numb

by lovelye 6/30/2012

written by lovelye

I feel numb when it comes to talking about my problems. I’m not perfect, i’m fat, tall and ugly. I’ve been verbally abused since middle school by my fellow “classmates” and my older sister. My parents are seperated, so when theres problems, I’m the one that has to stay strong and it’s hard when you get blamed for the seperation. (What could I, the child, possibly have done.) Nothing. So far the only thig that helps me get through these suicidial thoughts is the ton of ibuprofen i take everyday and my constant reminder to stay strong for my mother who has been on suicidal […]

6/30/2012 3 comments