I’m completely new to all this. I’m not use to throwing my thoughts out into the open because I don’t believe people actually care about what you have to say. I’m a pretty reserved person, doesn’t talk much or engage in social activities. So I’ve decided to turn to this site for all the shit that weighs on me, because I don’t what to do about it anymore. Eighteen years old with no desires or dreams. I find it pathetic. This should the high time; experiencing different things, graduating high school, going to college. Nah, it’s all been ripped away from me. I use to […]
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Thorn
To the world, But what am I?
But a lowly, Insignificant child.
My opinion, is none of matter,
Adults..they do it better…
A child,
I be no more,
Of that you made sure.
With your slashing , words that cut,
With your hand, much too rough,
Innoncence stolen long ago,
Innoncence that’s longed for so.
A child,
I be no more,
Of that you made sure.
Driven to the edge, Â and back,
So easy to surrender to black,
You the shadow that befalls,
The darkness creeping, as he calls.
A child,
I be no more,
Of that you made sure.
To those that say “You should win,â€
But have you felt the words that tear my skin?
Felt the stabbing of a thorn,
Felt the meaning of forlorn.
A child,
I […]
(not mine, thought I’d share it)
Go to sleep and close your eyes
Dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wing against a thorn
You know the pain that they have born
Hush a bye baby, you’re almost dead
You don’t have a pulse, your pillow is red
Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed
So sleep tight with a knife ‘cause it’s all that you need
Rock a bye baby broken and scarred
You didn’t know that life would be this hard
So time to end the pain that you hid so well
And down will […]
How long has it been, dear Lucy Blue?
Since the world gave up on you?
When there was nothing else to do
But toss and turn and ‘ventually fall through?
Lucy Blue, I see the glass.
“Did you break this mirror?” I ask.
Sadness follows the shadows cast
Along the wall and in your past.
Lucy Blue, how hard was it,
When they saw your wrist was bit?
A little mark, a tiny slit,
Your precious eyes have lost their glit’.
My Lucy Blue, why do you weep?
I know how hard it is to keep
On walking in the ocean deep
But soon I’ll lay you down […]
Hush a bye baby, Now close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings upon a thorn
You know the pain that they’ve endured
Drifting dreamer
So soft, so sweet
Cut your wrists and bleed on the sheets
Slashing and thrashing
While black tears flow
Crimson stains now mark your pillow
Smiling cutter no more, no less
As you beg for the kiss of death
Dreaming slicer all tucked in bed
It will be long past morning
Before they realise your dead
Rock a bye baby, and say goodbye
Let’s fly away with the butterflies
Slice away
Just one more slash
Down comes baby
Into […]
Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have endured
Silver metal
Shine so bright
Scarlet blood
That feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.
The moonlight shining off your tears
As you bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby,
Your almost dead you don’t have a pulse
And your pillow is red.
Your family hates you
Your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife,
Cause its all that you need.
Rockabye baby,