I hate myself
When I talk to her
I want to hurt myself
When I think about her I want to hurt myself
When I remember you words
I want to end my life
I want to cry
I don’t have the balls to die.
I’m stronger then I appear at my weakest
But I’m always T my weakest.
A few minutes ago for about half an you I just wanted to cut myself… I feel better after posting this. Thank you. I love you all
What does it mean to show emotion. I guess different thigs to different people. I don’t show my emotion. More or less reunited with my best friend- do excited, yet acted normally. First day of job- awesome and am glad to be growing up, smiles and says was cool. Girlfriend yells at friend girl for being to friendly-terribly distraught, nods and agrees with girlfriend. Text friend to apologize for girls actions and she doesn’t want to associate with me at all- hurt, says I whatever.
I’m not different. But I feel alone. I know I’m not. I can’t show my depression I can only feel it. […]
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