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Time Effort

I don’t know what to do anymore..

by Dreamfall 5/31/2013

written by Dreamfall

Today,31 May 2013,I just came back from school feeling absolutely sleep deprived and unmotivated. I had it tough these few weeks. School,projects,assignments and continuous disgust i get from the people who resents me,has made life pretty much unbearable these few days. I have been crying these few days and just trying to hold on to what I know best.

I notice that no matter how much effort i put into school,things never go the way i want it to be. It makes me breakdown inside. I feel so hopeless and I feel so useless. I feel that I was never meant for college life. Honestly,right now […]

5/31/2013 4 comments

How do I deal with depression, without meds?

by richard.sc4 4/2/2013

written by richard.sc4

I’ve been feeling depressed for a while now, basically for the last 10 years or so. Really the one person who has kept me from thinking about suicide, and who got me to stop cutting has been my girlfriend for the last four years. A couple days ago she tried to tell me that things weren’t really working out, and basically she thought it would be best if we took a break from being in a relationship. At the time she made a convincing argument, basically saying neither of us has time, effort, or financial stability to deal with a relationship. I’m under the impression […]

4/2/2013 6 comments

i, a chewy side Letter -without sugar

by ColdCage 7/26/2012

written by ColdCage

Random Reminiscing , cos’ I let mom read the instructions..

(just like the bubble gum components being molded by our mouth, exchanging places to nowhere )

My clothes, school books, mags, and other toys for big men were designated to be inherited by my close relatives. I really thought she would be happy when she realizes my breathing identity is about to disappear from this lively planet, instead she scolded me, saying I had to help my brothers raise their family. So I wondered again, Am I really just the one selfish? or does it just runs in the family? Nah, we were programmed both from our […]

7/26/2012 0 comment