I am afraid of dying. After witnessing a year of my depression, helping me numerous times – supporting me emotionally and financially – my friend had offered to stay on the phone with me while I used the exit bag. Now with things closing in, and me not getting any better, he has brought up the idea of staying with me while I kill myself. He says he can handle it. And he suggested a motel as to where to do it. I had thought about this myself. Neither of us know if it’s possible for the motel to sue him or my family for […]
So if I were to figure out a way to pinpoint an exact time of death I would probably go through with it. I would want it to be the exact moment the great Titanic slipped beneath the ocean surface. But since I know that is impossible I am forced to remain in this cursed waste of a life for a while longer.
Everyone dies.. but not everyone truly lives.
“If a person were to awake from a dream in which he experienced a hundred years of happiness, and another were to awake from a dream in which he had experienced but a brief moment of happiness,
Once awake, the situation would be the same for both because neither could ever return to that happiness.
In the same way, whether our life is long or short, at the time of death everything ends […]