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Time Off

It’s been a while, but you’re the only people I can turn to..

by Nicola 4/17/2013

written by Nicola

Wow, the last time I was here was a year ago..
& haven’t things got rough!

I was doing so well, I moved to London, started university and fell ridiculously depressed.

I relapsed again and again

I don’t think in control with myself anymore, my head is all over the place and my body is suffering. My bones are becoming weaker and weaker and I can’t cope. I almost broke my ankle recently and because of this my University won’t pass me for my first year because of the time off. I’ve been having tests upon tests to see whether I have a serious illness, they want to […]

4/17/2013 2 comments

I guess I’m Stuck Here

by hopefuldreamer 10/13/2012

written by hopefuldreamer

Note: If I seem like I’m holding back it’s because I’m a little paranoid because my mom found the notes I hid on my laptop 2 days ago

One year to 11 months ago I started feeling empty inside Â it was kind out of nowhere, when I started school (i had just startedÂ high school) I was in a performing arts program and took dance during the weeks and after a while into the school year( not so far in late September) I decided to quit and drop everything because it was getting overwhelming and I was losing interest in it even though I enjoyed these things […]

10/13/2012 2 comments

why is it worse now?

by ItsJustMe79 8/2/2012

written by ItsJustMe79

Okay I have had depression and suicidal thoughts since I was in my mid-teenage yrs. I’ve always blocked it out of my mind and hid it and was in complete denial. I actually started admitting to it about a yr and a half ago, but I’ve started dealing with it in the last month especially in the last week. I was always told by churches that you’ve got power of these things that all you have to do is pray and God will take care of them. Greater is He that is in you than He that is in the world. I believe in God […]

8/2/2012 9 comments

Last Weekend,Wish Me Luck

by sunbird 6/10/2012

written by sunbird

I havent been on here for awhile,not that I was a regular but I did post several times. If you want my backstory,please look it up under my name. I’m too emotionally tired to write it out again,so please dont post and ask me “whats wrong.”

I have tried yet another round of IOP and left feeling hopeful,only to have my world continue to crumble in the days afterwards. The people who are supposed to be my “aftercare support” are either pushing me further to the edge(if thats possible!!!) or looking at me blankly when I reach out for help. The source that i received help […]

6/10/2012 7 comments