How hard the world is to me on some days. You tell me you are having a bad day and you say goodnight. You leave me alone to my thoughts and even though I want to beg you to stay, please, please, PLEASE! I say “Okay.” Because I can’t do that to you. Not when you finally think I’m getting better. Not when you have more important things to deal with. It gets kind of hard to breathe when all you want to do is etch another mark, just one, just one, just one. But no. He will see. He always does. He doesn’t react. […]
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