how about we all contact another member when we are ready? the chosen member should already know how they are feeling so no qualms on trying to talk them out of it. that person would be a ‘safety’ person just in case the attempt isn’t successful, to help the process along. I’m sure there’s legal lines on it, however if neither tells, then no harm no foul… right?
Like I’m just trying to find activities to fill time until it’s all over.
You might at first have no purpose, drifting and coasting through life without a point, as though by accident. Then you might turn to religion but ultimately find it a hoas and unfulfilling. You might try to be an overachiever but it’s pointless when you realise we all finish last when we die. You might turn to art for expression but find your own attempts a facade. You might try very hard at something and realise it was meaningless, you might give up and feel even worse. You might turn to love someone or something unconditionally only to have it spit in your face in […]
Heya. Â It’s me. Â I don’t really know what to put now that I’m trying to..
Let’s start with school (?) then home I guess.
Everyday I put on a pair of skinny jeans; most of the time they are plaid or a cool color like a greenish-blue, but other times its just blue jeans. Â Then a shirt which is either a band shirt that is too tight or one of my other shirts (including some band tees) that are way too loose. Â I have no shirts that actually fit me. Â Then I go to bathroom for hair and makeup. Â I almost always put on black eyeliner that […]
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Sunlight creeps in through the gaps in the window blinds, covering the room in alternating strips of brilliant radiance and undefined shadow. It bares resemblance to this life. Fulgent memories of pain and suffering, with unremarkable and colorless […]
Life : A race with the speed of light to the stop sign at the end of the street
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, don’t stand still now or you’ll start to rust
You don’t know how to cope, as this cognizance becomes a curse
Introspectively trying to assign worth to this existence
You find your only desire, is to set this soul afire
Breathing in smoke from the great blaze
Everything else, starts to fade
Pain,heartache
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Now gone
Now all that’s left
Is the […]
You may have well just spit in my face. I will do whatever i can to help, and so far i have.. what do i get? nothing.. i try so hard, invest every part of myself and my life to help.. and nothing. may as well have just slapped me across the face.. really hurt.. really betrayed
I am not looking for sympathy nor am I looking for it but there was a quote I wrote and this story explains it… I just want people to understand where the quote came from…
Quote:
“My head is banging, my brain complaining, my body hurting, my thoughts are roaring. Pain is all there is. My life is tumbling my emotions are mumbling… God please help me. I don’t know what to do… my fears are living, taking over me. My mouth is tumbling as I try to say goodbye… but, my body can’t take the pressure as the words goodbye slipped from my mouth. You […]
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