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Pushing past of the past

by waywardponders
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Hi, this is my first time posting. I am up late at night because I am having trouble sleeping. The night before last I attempted to hang myself but it failed. It was more of a test run then a full blown attempt. Not finding success, in the morning, I bought charcoal and a grill to try that method. I assembled the grill, placed it in my car and that is as far as I got. In the end, I am not ready to kill myself, but all the pain and regrets of my past feel like they are killing me slowly and painfully.

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Class Reunion

by EmM
written by EmM

I’m sitting outside the hotel.

I don’t want to go in there.

It’s only a class reunion,

But what if they stare?

 

Twenty-five years ago,

Did they really even know me?

Will they remember the pain they caused?

Did they even see?

 

I tried not to let it show.

I had to stay strong,

But with their mean words and actions,

I was almost gone.

 

It’s a miracle I’m still here.

It’s a miracle I was found.

Hanging by a thread,

Close to six feet underground.

 

I haven’t seen anyone in forever.

Last they knew I was in rehab.

Doctors wouldn’t let me go back.

A better life, they wanted me to have.

 

So I couldn’t be around them.

Not anymore.

They didn’t know when I left

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