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Unimaginable Pain

Pain: The only thing stopping me.

by AHeinrich 4/18/2013

written by AHeinrich

Can you believe it? The only thing stopping me from suicide is the fear of the physical pain I will feel. I’m scared of jumping in front of a train, of using a knife, of jumping – all due to the unimaginable pain that I imagine will be felt.

I just want it to be painless.

I’ve already resolved to commit suicide – but I’m being held back Â by the stupid fear of pain.

I have already resolved that I am not a viable member of the human race – I have failed. I am now mediocre. And this was always my worst fear – becoming mediocre and […]

4/18/2013 1 comment

Maybe someone will understand

by Stucke112 3/8/2013

written by Stucke112

since i can remember i have never been happy. i have amazing parents. my father is a state bridge inspector and my mother is a high school history teacher. my dad is older, from an older time and can be a real hardass sometimes, i know he always means well. my mom on the other hand is my hero, the best person i have ever known hands down. i couldnt count the number of people i have met through out the years that have told me, most of the time random people, that have told me that my mom has changed their lives. i have […]

3/8/2013 0 comment

This is the end of my way.

by Oak 6/29/2012

written by Oak

Lost, confused, tired, annoyed, angry, sad, empty, aching, void and depressed.

These are only few of the words that are fit to describe me at this moment.

How could anyone possibly deal with this world? Everything is just so… bad.

How come others have such an easier time than me when battling this world, thisÂ existence?

I am alone, there is no one to help me, no one to comfort me and no one to understand me.

There is nothing that gives my life color, nothing that gives interest or hope and nothing to dream for.

This world is as I see it, as we all see it and it’s not going […]

6/29/2012 0 comment