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I used to dream. Didn’t we all?

by blindaudio
written by blindaudio

As a cchild, I used to dream of my future. I used to think all of these great things would happen, and that if I tried hard enough, I could be someone. Someone who was one who could make a difference. Not only that, but someone who would be great. Do something amazing, I guess.
But I believe those were dreams, and nothing but.

When I was about 5 or 6, I wanted to be a famous musician. I loved (and still do love) music back then. I wanted to just play piano or sing, get paid for it, and live that glamorous lifestyle. People […]

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I just want to die.

by Daenery-Rose
written by Daenery-Rose

I used to come on here all the time.

I’ve been, “fine” for a year now. Occasionally cutting & testing how many tablets I can take until I throw up. I lie to my CAMHs worker (councillor) about being okay.

I am fat & ugly. After years of abuse I don’t know how I lasted this long. A-levels are too difficult due to how depressed I am.

Now, I have taken a handful of sleeping tablets. I will take more.

Now, I’m going to take my own life.

I’m not sure why I’m writing this, maybe to distract myself from how I feel, depressed, light headed, paranoid, & my eyes […]

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by ah1998
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I just want someone to relate to with this. I can’t tell anyone because nobody understands. I don’t know why I do the things I do, ehy I push away the ppl who try to help me. I have such a title to live up to. I’m getting the help I’ve needed for six months, and maybe these pills can repair my brain and help me be who I used to be. I miss me.

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True Friendship

by whyme336
written by whyme336

I’ve never had a true friendship until I met my best friend/sisster/coach. I mean I’ve had friends but never one I could go to about anything. I’ve had fake friends, friends that used me, friends that left me, friends I’ve pushed away. It feels so good to have a true friend that knows everything and you can always go to. A friend that brings the best out in you. A friend that loves you for you and not the person you make everyone else fall for. A friend you trust with your life. One that will do anything for you. One that you will do […]

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I don’t know

by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

I don’t know what to say
Someone cares
Someone shows that they care
And I don’t know what to do or say
Because no one has really ever showed that they cared
Not my family, not my friends
But this one person comes into my life
And picks me up
And tries to fix me
And shows that they care
I don’t know what to say or do
I’ve been used to not being cared about
I’m used to be the worrier the carer
Not to be worried about
Not to be cared about
I don’t know why
They even go through the effort
It’s […]

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ever fraying rope

by darkartist93
written by darkartist93

I’ve been dealing with depression for half my life.  Originally I thought that getting out of my parents house would help.  there, I lived constantly waiting for the next incident, next fight, and the only way I ever learned to walk was on eggshells. I tried diving into painting, but it didn’t always work. By the time I graduated high school, I was cutting, throwing up and eating as little as possible almost every day.

I thought that moving away and attending college would help, but instead things only got worse. All of my bad behaviors became more frequent, to the point that they actually caused […]

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Help me..

by idekidec123
written by idekidec123

I’ve been depressed for 3 years now and I just can’t do it anymore. I can see my life falling apart day by day and go to bed crying every night. Nobody cares about me and probably wouldn’t even notice if I left. I have no friends because whenever I make friends they leave me shortly after. I have never had a boyfriend and guys only use me for my body and take advantage of me. EVERYONE I know has used me over and over again. Every weekend I sit at home by myself and eat my emotions. All I want in my life is […]

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I can’t anymore

by Emptyness
written by Emptyness

I can’t take it anymore. How can I be such an idiot. I let the love of my life use me and take advantage of me once again. After a year. Of him running back and not knowing what he wants, and me somehow always being there for him anyways. How can he so this to me. I never felt such pain from one guy. i love him,  but all he does it throw me around and take me for granted. When will he realize one day I’m really gonna be gone and I won’t be there to fall for his games anymore. Where is […]

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Your Sad Shoulder To Cry On

by icantsay
written by icantsay

I’m sick of being everyone’s second choice – everyone’s shoulder to cry on.

You can’t use me when it’s convenient for you.

I feel like I was born and bred to be a shoulder to cry on… And I spend almost all my time alone trying to comfort myself.

If anyone needs a shoulder to cry on, I guess I’m here… Here to be convenient for you. I know you won’t appreciate it, but you’re welcome.

You know I’m going to be here, even when I don’t want to be. Because I’m predictable.

🙂

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im nothing

by dontworrytrytobehappy420
written by dontworrytrytobehappy420

All my life ive been used, abused& hurt. Ive been treated like i dont mean anything. Its been like that since i can remember. When i was in my moms stomach she would drink and do drugs and still smoke. She didnt care. Shes never cared. She cheated on my dad all the time and treated him like nothing. She would leave and stay gone for short periods of time. She lost her good job for the state because shed rather go outand drink. When i was a baby and my little sister was a newborn my mom decided to kidnap us. Yes aparent can […]

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why am i even trying

by hk
written by hk

like the title says. why am i even trying? i try to be your friend. not your backup plan. you led me on, just like you do with the boys. you leave me when a better option comes along and when you have a argument you come back to me. what the fuck is with that? you wonder why i’m always with your ex? because we both fucking know what its like to be used. if i say anything to you your two minions have to join the argument. i say ”we arent as close as we are anymore, whats up with that” you dont say […]

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