why am i even trying

like the title says. why am i even trying? i try to be your friend. not your backup plan. you led me on, just like you do with the boys. you leave me when a better option comes along and when you have a argument you come back to me. what the fuck is with that? you wonder why i’m always with your ex? because we both fucking know what its like to be used. if i say anything to you your two minions have to join the argument. i say ”we arent as close as we are anymore, whats up with that” you dont say anything. but you have to get your fucking new bestfriend to argue for you saying ”not everyone is gonna like you”. all i can say is if your not alone and your like me then help..