Suicide can be a relief
But when life gets better and you know it’ll get worse again, then better, then worse,
What do you do when you’re in a good period
And you know that somewhere down the track you’ll have a bad patch,
Which you know will be hard to tolerate let alone get through?
It’s like sometimes I want to die over knowing that today is fine but tomorrow may not be…
Yet if I were to die today, tomorrow might be fine!
So I don’t die, hoping for the best,
Knowing that I could be hoping in vane,
Or I could be hoping with success.
I never know until life happens because […]