I am a bit off, when I was younge my father raped me. But I do not hate my father for rapeing me or making me watch porn, I am a bit up set for not being able to be completely innocent but I do not hate my father , in fact I am abit sorry for him for being as perverted as me with the male gender. Ever since I can rember I have Dream of porn or sex dreams. I have dream of being abused and watching other people getting abused. At one point I felt horrible for having a dirty mind, I […]
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Walking The Streets
Tonight my mom and I got into an even bigger fight. It resulted in me walking the streets of Washington D.C alone. She basically straight up told me to find somewhere else that someone would care to say they have a daughter with ‘problems’. All she did what bring me down. Telling me how better her life would be if I was normal just because i said i ws still in love with that one guy she didnt approve of. The truth it no one is normal. I’m her DAUGHTER not just some girl. Why can’t she just let it go? I mean he ‘boyfriend’ […]