guys don’t check me out,the guys I like don’t like me back
Ive been trying to have sex for a week now and the guys ive been trying to hook up with like
want me to beg I lost so much weight and wear such expensive makeupo and nothing im used to it being different
its like no one see;s me or notices my beauty,I feel weird
I get weird vibes from my dad
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Weird Vibes
For all my life I have just passed from one painful absurdity to the next. And all along I thought, woe is me, I haven’t any luck in life; a life of a boy who was intellectual, creative, loving, and self-aware. As I came to adulthood, I came to the melancholic realization that I am none of these things, nor have I ever been. Even with every shred of sorrowful heartbreak and death of a loved one or a cherished emotion, from every punch in the groin to every stab in the neck, the truly, most dangerously negative force was my own sense of self. […]