guys don’t check me out,the guys I like don’t like me back
Ive been trying to have sex for a week now and the guys ive been trying to hook up with like
want me to beg I lost so much weight and wear such expensive makeupo and nothing im used to it being different
its like no one see;s me or notices my beauty,I feel weird
I get weird vibes from my dad
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So, a week is a long time for you?
lol. What a rough life you must have.
1) minimize the makeup; too much will /cover/ your “beauty,” and maybe you’re overdoing it.
2) stop chasing guys who don’t value you; if you have to beg, you should probably find someone else.
what does “weird vibes from your dad” mean? like sexual? I see other posts of yours where you’ve talked about your dad too. If you’re really 22 1/2 years old like your name says then please get the hell away from your father. Unless he’s not abusing you. I really can’t tell but it sounds suspicious. I hope you’re okay. I couldn’t imagine dealing with that shit on top of feeling this way.
It’s called masturbation
if you think you were pretty before, aren’t you still pretty?
peoples interesrs change all the time its not your fault if the dont like you .you are who you are.so you are pretty
Screw make up. Your pretty without it. And for the billion times, like everyone here is saying…If you keep concerned on what others think of you, youll always feel out of place. Find your center. learn the art to MEDITATE as i recommend to anybody. Hell, i find dung beetles sexier than a female
Sometimes about my dad I feel like he knows all the stuff,I done or he knows that im dirty I mean I came back from that hotel(first story) and said I had sex with a bunch of guys when I didn’t(that was just a fantasy I had at the time) it was just that one guy with the beard….and here I was couldn’t talk with a whole bunch of hotel ‘towels’ right…Fuckibg disturbing and I kept saying that over and over again cause I thought it was funny anyways lmao I just feel gross,Like the back of your knee gross or the back of your ankle Idk if anyone else gets that lol anyways I feel unclean stinky
I will never beg,But if the thought pops into my head I get mad at the thought even….Like really do you know who I am,Or do you know who I effed with,like jesus
@Scarrdkitty no I just feel dirty….because of whats happened to me,My sister put me on blast one time about some of the guys I was hooking up with and basically let everyone know I was giving some guy head (she said this is at the dinner table) this all happened in a years period people understasnd that!! Just read the furst story and you’ll get it!!! 2007ish 2008ish just to make me look bad anyways its just me,my dads a cool guy
@Iamerror73 I know right but my fiuckinbg paranoid mind makes myself think that everyone knows I masterbated….. I did it before and felt dirty the next way
the next day*
@Madio lets be honest here its the real world,and I live in Cali at that show me the chick who doesn’t wear makeup…thanks and I know your trying to help
@black and blue thanks your sweet:) I liked that:) Yea I do think im pretty but I think I look different,After I had that bad trip on drugs(anyways another huge part of myself I left out…I bought some drugs on my birthday somebody out lsd or acid on the rock so the first hit I got it(this was in the same week as hotel guy)….I know because I had abscess in jail and I basically went crazy,like crazy crazy) and I got better like four five months later and one of my friends seen me and she said I looked different and I asked her how and she said just different…) everybody thinks im slow now when im not lmao
Anyways guys just don’t look at me the same anymore Im trying to lose weight to get back to my old self
Find a friend, partner who’s also interested in the same activity. With someone else, they’ll motivate you when you don’t want to get out.. and you’ll do the same for them.
Also.. try to find something interesting to do.. I found a sport that was physically challenging but also mentally engaging and I managed to keep at it for 15 yrs.
I never got physically active because of my appearance though. It was sort of a novelty when i realized I was starting to add muscle. Whatever gets you out and moving..