I hate everyone
I hate everything
Why am I called a coward for wanting to end my suffering?
Why does my pain not matter to anyone?
Why doesn’t anyone understand?
Why do I hate life so much?
Why does life hate me?
Why can’t I catch a fucking break?
What’s it gonna take?
Where’s God?
Why isn’t he helping?
Will they finally understand after I die?
Will God understand?
Is God real?
It’s like a stone in the pit of my stomach
I can’t get rid of it
The tears
The pain
The immense sadness that no one sees
FUCK
All i wanted […]
I tried to drown myself today.
Mom started knocking on the door 40 sec (i counted. Creepy. I know) after i put my head under water. I wish i could feel bad about it. Or get scared. Or some other shit. But no. I liked it. I really do want to die. Life is not for everybody i guess