People always talk about how they have to ‘put on a fake smile’ and fool everyone, but it’s so hard to do that. I can’t. How can you smile when the crushing weight of depression is burying you? Most of the time I’m lost in my thoughts; they’re drowning me. I’m in my own little world of self-hate and despair. I look out the window and I can see the beauty, but I can’t feel it. The snow is flurrying right now, little trinkets of white raining down on the blanket of glistening snow that already fell. The trees are dead and bare, stripped of […]
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White Tears
I will wait…
I will wait for the day,
And these miles of snow,
Will be melting away.
I sleep under black moon,
And wait for the rain,
Hoping I don’t sink
When this flood breaks again.
Through my windows it’s pouring
And this end seems so slow,
Like a thousand cigarettes
Under melting snow.
These white tears of winter,
Fucking melting away,
But this dead body stays there,
On my sheets,it just lays here…