I want to die a heroic death. Go down in a blaze of glory. As Neil Young put it, “Its better to burn out than to fade away”. One of my worst fears is fading away. Letting old age cause my body to decay until I’m left with nothing but health problems and gray hair. I can’t let that happen, I don’t want my life to be for nothing. I want to have suffered for a reason. Me risking/losing my life for someone else. At least then there would have been a point to it all
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Worst Fears
(not mine, thought I’d share it)
Go to sleep and close your eyes
Dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wing against a thorn
You know the pain that they have born
Hush a bye baby, you’re almost dead
You don’t have a pulse, your pillow is red
Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed
So sleep tight with a knife ‘cause it’s all that you need
Rock a bye baby broken and scarred
You didn’t know that life would be this hard
So time to end the pain that you hid so well
And down will […]
Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have endured
Silver metal
Shine so bright
Scarlet blood
That feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.
The moonlight shining off your tears
As you bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby,
Your almost dead you don’t have a pulse
And your pillow is red.
Your family hates you
Your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife,
Cause its all that you need.
Rockabye baby,