this what i want…..

i am lost….i dont know where to go, there are a thousands paths, a thousand hands, a thousand words, a millions souls, Mirrors and mirrors they only show me what i am….what if i dont want to hear it? what if i want to hear lies? to hear that they are worried? that they want to help me, that they want to listen…….but they dont, they accuse, they point, they point to all does marks, mistakes, errors, sorrow, pain…..how can they help me like that? i dont want to hear that they are sorry….why hear apologies? they are not the ones to blame! I dont want to hear that it is my fault, i dont want to hear that there is no way out! Cant they see that i am DYING!?! Cant they see that i SUFFER?!? I just want to  be listened….i just want to be hugged, i just want to be loved, to forget, to see another day……..

 

this is what i want……