From pill addict to slight alcoholic

Great success, i went from doing soo many pills to alcoholic, i never drank ’till i was 18 (i’m 18 now) ’cause of dad, he’s an alcoholic, i see why now, although i’d go back to pills without a doubt if i could, i been sober for 7 or 8 weeks tomorrow, from pills that is. I might stop with alcohol some time, prolly not, but i’m never ever gonna stop smoking weed.

The pills i did were mainly benzos, and also codeine. I haven’t done codeine since i overdosed on codeine and paracetamol, prolly almost died, idk really. Didn’t feel too well for a week. That was almost 3 months ago now

But yeah, the benzos (including benzo analogs) i did were: Zopiclone, zolpidem, diazepam (valium), alprazolam (xanax), clonazepam (klonopin), nitrazepam and triazolam, zopiclone being my drug of choice, mainly ’cause i had it on prescription and because it was pretty euphoric to me, the rest i stole from a pharmacy i did work experience at, i actually stole zopiclone as well. either they noticed i stole or htey clocked on that i was high as fuck all the time. It’s amazing how mum never even noticed that i was high, especially since i couldn’t even spell (we talk through the computer a lot ’cause at the time i had major OCD and she’s deaf in one ear and partly deaf in the other ear)

But yeah, i used to sell tramadol, that i stole as well, so it was just straight profit. I don’t recall what i did with the money though, i prolly bought a lot of weed. I can’t really remember jack shit of the time i was on pills, since i was really fucking high all the time ’cause i could just take the pills any time i wanted to, so it was really hard to just stop taking them.

I’d strongly advice anyone to stay off pills, yeah i know you feel so fucking good when you’re on them, but really, if you fuck up and get addicted, it’s really not worth it