Hello. I would like information on euthanasia. I would like to know how to go about requesting to be put to permanent sleep or be assisted with the medication. Please help. I do suffer from depression. What is the cost and how effective is it? This not a 6mnth prob or 1 year prob for all d losers who think they opinions on how precious life is matters. I am tired of feeling d way i do for so long. Went on medication n seeing a doctor. I jus want things to be peacefull and the way it can be like that for me is by this. I would like to die with some dignity versus taking a gun to the head or suffering from feeling sick or vommiting with poison. I am thinkn about those i leave behind and how they would find me thats why looking at euthanasia as it does allow a death with dignity. Dont want any1 to say dont do this n there other ways. I had my passions. Speed and driving fast as well as sound n sound installations n fiddling. Playing pool and drifting etc. I lost all my passion for those things. Lost motivation for doin those things n vice versa those things do not motivate me anymre. They used to be the only things that keep me goin and ive now lost all go for them. Please could sme1 give me infor on how to be euthanized. Or assisted with the medication for my death. Pls could some1 help with a legit supplier of ******** please.
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You sound like you are 15 years old. Nobody here is going to help you find euthanasia..
For your info. Im 24 years old and refer to able2know . Org and search euthanasia. I have google and came across a variety of sites. I need a legit place to buy from. Please help i dont have money to keep spending.
If you are old enough and really intend to, do a quick google search on the thing you are asking and most likely you’ll find “the source” to euthanasia in seconds. It will cost you something along 400-600 usd if i’m not mistaken, but if you are a minor you are out of luck. I do recommend you looking for another therapist first (if you haven’t already), since it’s hard to hit the jackpot in the first try when it comes to medication/therapy.
Been there done that. Used a gun cudnt. Took tabs bt not enough n got messy. I can do 400 usd but it would take atleast 2 mnths to get back there or even 3 months. For me that is roughly 4500 ZAR.
Then you really didn’t search since that’s not what i was talking about. You talked about euthanasia and neither a gun or tablets (depending on which) qualify for it. You are young tho… you can always turn things around at your age (even if you think you can’t).
I’d say look up the real meaning of euthanasia first, since it seems like you don’t even have that one figured out.
Sorry M didnt post ur reply directly under here but think you need to read abit more n go read the other forum before u talk so much thanks. Besides the post says quite clearly. OR ASSISTED WITH THE MEDS FOR MY SUICIDE. read at the link below to able2know and read d article for the people they offering the service to. And before u say tell me what u going through. No i dont even know u or anyone here to share my personal story and experiences.just to hear bullshit because urll could possibly not comprehend n believe that this crap really exists. There are other people going through this in various other ways. Many have prob died from someone affecting them in this way. Again before sme1 says go to church. Been there done that. Been to islam and hinduism and around to all religon n my view is we all pray to 1 god but call him by diff names. But even he stands back n watches most of the time. Dont want a religous arguement. Jus stating been there n done that for years if someone thinkn about sayin church n god.
And no credit card so payment will be done via paypal or bitcoin. Need a supplier fast please. Emailed about 5 people that supposedly found a good supplier but my luck, no replies. Maybe they already out of this god forsaken place.
Jus for ur information go and read n search properly for someone that says i shud go search for the hardest subsance to buy n not b scammed in d process. U must be phenomenol to search n find legit places to buy ********. I have 25pages currently open on various suppliers which all look fake. Secondly if u look at the thread name it is called euth,assisted suicide and or ********. That was just my heading n the exact post i put up 2 weeks or a week ago on another site. Maybe u should do ur research. Turn around what. When the problem has no solution?and besides u cannot tell someone that after years of going through the samething n tryin everything out there no u cn turn around. It is not the emotions of dealing with it. It is being tired of the situation. Understand instead of talking so much. Go read d other forum if u still cannot understand. I am sad n down. But not because i just feel that way. The prob n situation cannot b solved no matter what me n my mum throw at it. It just gets stronger.
http://able2know.org/topic/249416-1
I will have enough next month to order so please help with a supplier please. Any1?any email adress or contact info?
This isn’t the place for that. This is a site for helping people outta that situation. And there are meds that will help you outta depression called mood stabilizers. Just gotta get the higher dosages. Try lithium or topamax or lamictal
Not about being sad or down. Its about the situation and the way it is on going. Tired of it and have given up in that it will ever change. Meds do not remove the prob just make it seem better and not as bad.
Any1 with info can get me at pinksliprs1 at gmail.com
M is right. Suicide is not euthanasia
http://m.nationalreview.com/human-exceptionalism/370193/netherlander-suicide-clinic-depressed-wesley-j-smith
You need to get your head straight meganers. One, this is not the site to ask about where to buy suicide materials, nobody will straight up give you that info. Two, euthanasia?
Just by the way. My head is straight. U talkin to 1 normal person with abnormal n weird problems. Not the other way around. Im do not have any mental illnesses or anything. Just alot of hurt n being tired of the same situation happening over n over no matter what is thrown at it. Hasnt for 24 years i highly doubt it suddenly going to vanish now. It might in another 20 – 25 years. But im not goin to sit n go through the sameting for another 20 years hell no.
That doesn’t mean you can’t not be thinking straight. From you’re post and subsequent comments, it sounds like you don’t have a handle on your emotions right now, and like I said, nobody on here is going to tell exactly how to kill yourself, but we’re not going to give you false hope either. But, back to the point of this, you seem like you’ve just stumbled onto the idea of suicide. Here’s an idea, instead of stumbling onto this site an asking someone to pretty much help you kill yourself, why don’t you post your problems, so maybe some of us can offer insights, their are some knowledgeable people on this site.
Im not goin to so people can say go to church etc. I dont know urll from a bar of soap hell dont even know what any of urll look like. Im sorry i dont jus go around tellin ppl see here this is what ive been thru n tired of. No sorry stabby. Been lookin into suicide for years but came across euth,dr assisted suicide and then the drug they use for both those ********. So my way maybe recently uncovered but my searching has been fo many years. Id say 8 years or so. Got really tired and had a gun but realised i cudnt do it and cudnt leave my body anywhere to just be found all bloody . Had taken tabs but no enough n ended up really sick n vomitted. And no didnt know how much to take. And wasnt so ppl could find n save me. Hell no. I vomitted in the room n got really ill all by myself. When i did i hoped i died but after i realised that wudnt b d way either because its just as messy if not more esp if u get the dosage wrng. And i can do more ha then good. I need my brain lol, To make it through each day so the last thing i would want is brain damage from the wrong suicide method and not be able to think for myself. But then maybe it would be better i may forget the years gone by and events taken place.
You should segment your comments into paragraphs man. I haven’t been following this conversation but I can tell you that’s hard on the eyes.
I can assure other than like one, maybe two people will spew bible quotes at you to not commit suicide. This is a safe, anonymous place to discuss, your feelings, it’s like a surrogate family, but hey, if you don’t want to share you don’t have to.
Sorry thanatos. I will do that but when i type it doesnt seem like it would be that long when posted. And thanks for understanding stabby.
Jus for ur information go and read n search properly,for someone that says i shud go search for the hardest subsance to buy n not b scammed in d process if anyones been scammed purchasing ******** like so many stories ive read and urll read this hit me with a comment please.M must be phenomenol to search n find legit places to buy ********. I have 25pages currently open on various suppliers which all look fake. no1 offers 1 – 3day delivery nor overnight delivery nor do people need 800usd or the people that say they can send it sameday if u add 150usd.delivery would take atleast a week if not more. Secondly if u look at the thread name it is called euth,assisted suicide and ********. That was just my heading n the exact post i put up 2 weeks or a week ago on another site. Maybe u should do ur research.i just copied and pasted from that forum, go read.Turn around what. When the problem has no solution?and besides u cannot tell someone that after years of going through the samething n tryin everything out to change the situation,no u cn turn around. The prob is to be exact 24 years and mayb 6mnths.no it not me if u trying to assume to know what the prob is. It is something i will not tlk to to a bunch of strangers on the net.It is not the emotions of dealing with it. It is being tired of the situation. Understand instead of talking so much. Go read d other forum if u still cannot understand. I am sad n down, irritated frustrated. Emotionally drained with this situation. But not because i just feel that way. The prob n situation cannot b solved no matter what me n my mum throw at it. It just gets stronger. No1 has the right to tell someone that they can turn around but yet that same person prob wouldnt even last a day in the same place. I said on the other forum i know my situation isnt as bad as being homeless or a child that has lost both parents etc. But i am tired of how many years my situation n problem carries on. Tired. All d talkin in d world will not change it. All d prayers in d world will not change it. Been der done that!sorry if u feel i was rude M but u have no right to tell me no i cannot want to kill myself esp when u do not know or understand the situation. Thanks. Any1 with info on a legit supplier of ******** with discreet delivery. Pinksliprs1@ gmail.com
No prob, sorry if what i said sounded harsh (i admit it might have sounded like i was lecturing you), it’s just that you are really young and you didn’t seem to grasp the concept of euthanasia. It is supposed to be a painless, quiet way of ending someone’s suffering and it’s administered when a physical problem is present, not so often when those are mental issues. You mentioned a gun and that isn’t painless, nor quiet.
I honestly prefer to think that when you are younger you still have options (since that’s often the case, but as you say we don’t really know your story). Depending of your mental issues some stabilize with age, but only you and your therapist(s) can know that.
I don’t intend to tell you what you can or can’t do, but if i said that you should look for euthanasia first it’s because it’s pretty easy to find a real supplier of information if you look for the “legal” assisted euthanasia organizations (which there are only a few, one in particular has info online, and you can even find a list of them on wikipedia), that’s how i came to find info on reliable sellers and got my exit method for when i decide to go (i have psychological problems + several health problems, otherwise i wouldn’t take that route).
Hope you can understand that i can’t say “contact this guy and he’ll sell you this” because i’d be practicly handing you the tools for your demise, but you can easily find that info if you look for what i told you. One thing tho, don’t waste your time with those 25+ pages of forums… most likely all are scams. Usually the people who go around offering stuff like they are selling a magazine subscription are all scammers. I wish you luck, and again, sorry if i was harsh on the last post.
Its all good M. Sorry aswell for being abit rude and foward. No those are 25 pages of sites i found searching for ******** suppliers , ******** for sale etc. Different google searches. These are supposedly companies. Based in china or cameroon n india n wherever else. I can understand what you are saying by just giving me the info. And you seem as if you are a person who would regret giving me the info if u did. Thanks for the wiki info. Will see what i can find there. Everyone says there r suppliers in the peaceful pill handbook so trying to get my paypal account up n running to purchase that book. Im sorry to hear about the problems u face n have and hope things can get better for u. In my case the prob has no solution and yes u are right. Nly me and my therapist and those who go on with this problem wid me wud only know. And in this case its a handfull of people. Those that create the problems and situations and those that fight it n look for ways to change it around.
Sorry it was a site like that b4 rules hahaha. Got some email adresses in previous posts but to no avail. Im guessing whoever i emailed has already left hell.
You know what i find extremely upsetting, disturbing and frustrating?
Even in a place like this, where people have been thoroughly abused and wrecked by the ways “society” promotes doing things…
People seem so reluctant to consider the fact that perhaps it really is “the rest of the world’s fault.”
Maybe it really isn’t us?
Stop a second, take a step back, and think about who you are, and why you are the ways you are. Do you think it’s more likely that you’re “just doing it to yourself,” or do you think it’s more likely that a vast portion of the causes for your now developed characteristics, could indeed be the result of how “typical idiots” typically treat people?
It’s always “oh, you have to, you, you you you…”
Maybe it’s them. Maybe some of you aren’t too crazy to reconfigure your perspective from a position of self respect, and view the world through the eyes of a person who didn’t ask for things to be as they are, but was unable to avoid being surrounded by idiots. Shit, that’s the only reason i’m even here. If i wasn’t surrounded by idiots doing disruptive, destructive, detrimental things my whole life, i probably would have turned out just fine. And i have a feeling the same is true for most of the people who arrive at this site.
^ x2. Worse part is when most of those idiots are part of your immediate family and you can’t do anything to avoid the consequences until you are older, because hey, how could you know when you were a kid that those events will create issues later on?.
I took the decision a long time ago of not blaming my parents or other people of my own faults, but when you read the causes of the illnesses you are suffering one by one and most of them are external AND you can associate them to particular events caused by others… i have to agree with what you say, even if at this point it makes no difference whatsoever.
acknowledged, M. Good response, not sure how or what or if i can or should add anything specifically to your comment. ^^
Hmm… maybe it does make a difference, but not a difference in how we got here… only a difference in understanding how to figure out what to do next.
Nicely said
Fact is also that even people on this site aren’t so different from the “regular human” concerning how they treat others. It’s not just them who have to improve their behavior. Most people (including suicidal and non-suicidal people) treat others like shit; we (people from SP) just were the unfortunate ones to be affected by this detrimental behavior to such an extent that it caused severe suffering and psychological issues.
i suppose the reason i find it somewhat astonishing is that i would have thought… or rather, am inclined to expect, that experiencing suffering to such a degree that one would seriously consider an early exit, would “likely” result in reexamining one’s own behavior, and finding that, as M mentioned in his agreement, we are not always the cause of everything that happens to us; both good and bad.
There’s that damn human fallacy again! Absolutism.
It’s always either us, or them… and never “both,” as if the general tendency is to view everything in an oversimplified, overly-simplistic, incorrectly categorized and insufficiently granular way.
Boom, another Jung quote: “Thinking is hard; that’s why most people judge.” And they do so incorrectly, due in part to not understanding the situation well enough to choose appropriate judgment criteria, due to lack of thought, or lack of ability to think usefully.
I wanted to think that experiencing the problem would teach people about the problem, and show them how and why that problem is the problem that it is. This type of thing occurs automatically for me. I can’t even turn it off. I have to exhaust myself in order to stop the solving process. My strength is my weakness; my blessing, my curse. My razors are the double edged sword by which i live… and will most likely be what ends up getting me killed, if i don’t take it upon myself to make an exit in the available conditions of my choosing.
Honestly, i want to leave… but not die. I want to separate myself from all this madness, and just be with nature (to the extent that’s feasible), and let the world sink or swim on its own merit, either they’ll figure it out and redeem themselves and the world will self-correct, or all that i’ve known and cared for will die due to its own incompetence… but tragically, it won’t even be “their own fault.” It will be the fault of everyone constantly victimizing each other, because they can’t lift the veil long enough to see the carnage they each generate for each other… even with people like “us” out there trying to lift that veil and reveal it for them.
SANITY IS NOT STATISTICAL
hmm… by that, do you mean that an insane majority should not change the definition of “sanity?”
i mean what orwell meant. It means that things are objectively true or false. things don’t become true because “everybody” believes them, or false because “no one” believes them. Its not about them or everybody its about truth. two plus two equals four. i don’t like this ‘us’ and ‘them’, or society or the rest of the world, as you were saying.
Right on. It’s frustrating to live in a world where the general consensus is wrong, and language tries to betray us with each subsequent syllable.
perfection