I want to. i have a method that would be reliable but horrifically painful. I take an illegal fat burner that can kill me if i take too many. I dont want to experience the excruciating pain of my insides getting cooked. Maybe i should. To match the excruciating pain of everyday of existence. I look at the bottle hoping it helps me lose this disgusting fat. Its helped but each day i see this disgusting repulsive body. This body that is insignificant. The reminders of how my ugliness impacts me are omnipresent. I cant escape them. There is no where to go. Nothing but reminders of my failure of an existence. If I were a decent merciful man I’d end my agony. But stupidity and definitely i continue the torturous task of breathing. Hoping a heart attack or something else ends life for me.
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Read about self acceptance and self love 🙂 Tell yourself what you want, it’s a decision, I love myself no matter what other people think.
I actually already have fairly extensively not to long ago it didn’t help. You can make a decision to stand still in a tornado doesnt mean it will work. Meanwhile ive found a bridge not too far from me. Its not tall enough to kill me but if i can combine methods i have a shot. I appreciate your advice though thanks.
Okay, I personally am a big fan of painful methods. But you don’t seem to be seeking on for the right reasons, and I seriously, SERIOUSLY don’t think you should try this one. There are so many other methods you could try before resorting to this. Please don’t do this to yourself.
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