Enjoy it while it lasts

You can NEVER live your life for anyone but yourself because you will never be happy that way.  It’s actually really nice to start doing the things you want without a care in the world about what others think. If people make fun of you or think you are a loser, they can go fuck themselves as long as you are happy. Look at them. Do you think that they really have any reason to make fun of you or put your life down for any other reason then to make them feel good about themselves and their own lives? You’re happy and they obviously aren’t. Turn it around on them. Stand up for yourself. If someone tells you that you are gonna fuck up your whole life and always fail at everything, are you just gonna sit back and let them be right or would you rather do what you feel is right and do whatever makes you feel happy? Go out buy a car, take a drive, pick some bitches up, have a party, hit on some one. Who cares what they think. If you go ask a girl for their number and they tell you some bullshit story, say wow youre a fuckin *****, and just walk away. Guess what that persons going to be thinking about for the rest of the day? You! Lol I dont know. Life is suppose to be about living… not thinking of ways to end it. So please, go and live your life. You only have one. Make the best of it. You really got nothing to lose if you are planning on dying anyways. I promise life sucks but life doesnt suck enough to think about killing yourself all the time. Go to a park, go camping, take a couple days of work, enjoy yourself and something you would love to do. God, there is so much in life for everyone to do. It will never be worth killing yourself. Everyone might think I’m an idiot and don’t know what it’s like but i can almost be 100% that I’ve been through a lot more then most of you. I wasted so much time on trying to kill myself. I’m left with over 100,000 dollars in hospital bills that insurance wont cover because it was a suicide attempt. I was crippled after. I got lucky and am able to walk again. I learned a lot from this. Great thing about it all was I started my life. I opened my eyes. I became happier. I worked harder at my job and got a raise. I bought myself a new car. I gained everyones trust back. I didn’t have a girlfriend for a while after because people thought I was crazy. I gained a lot of friends after showing people that I can be a happy person. I keep myself busy with a hobby and my girl. Took me time to get a new girlfriend but we both made eachother happy. If she didn’t wanna stick around, then I wasn’t gonna get stuck on her. There is too much in life to get stuck on so just live it up. Happiness is attractive to everyone. Have fun. 

Ohhh. Also, some people posted shit about how they are gay. No offense but I think it is utterly disgusting. That’s your choice though and I would never personally do anything to stop it. But you guys were talking about living double lives cause you don’t wanna come out of the closet to those who love you (your parents) cause they will disown you and not love you anymore. Well… how can you want someone to love you if they don’t really know who you are? Love is unconditional and it shouldn’t matter if you’re gay or straight. You are their kid. If they can’t get over some religious matter or other bullshit, then they really aren’t even great parents. I wouldn’t want them as my parents and I’m straight.

 

Peace