fuck this shit.

November 23rd, 2009by kari

I’m so lost in my mind i don’t know what to do any more dude, my thought’s are literally eating me alive. I just got out of the Pych ward at the hospital after being in there for 72 hour’s, I just dont really feel like it helped me much at all. I wish i could feel the way i did when i was on my anti-depressent’s all the time, but its not realistic i cant take drugs for the rest of my life, so i need to just deal with it i guess, but this is the most discusting feeling ever and i  dont know how im going to be able to live feeling like this everyday for the rest of my life. When i get like this, i push everyone i care about out of my life because i dont want them to have to deal with me, but then i feel more liek shit cause i have no one. The one thing i love most tattooing i cant even stay consintrated doing that anymore, i just dont care about anything..but i cant seem to find the guts to end it..im a fucking loser.

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