Well I am just waiting for the effects of the Vicodin and alcohol kick in. I have overdosed so many times and I have slit my wrists just as many. Yes at first it was a cry for help but now I really want to die. Everything in my life is falling apart. I was pregnant and forced to get an abortion by my parents. I have regreted that for awhile. I am living with my grandparents and they keep taking advantage of me. I also have been disowned by my mother, she hates me so much. I am also dealing with an eating disorder and I can’t be happy if I am fat and I don’t have body dismorphic disorder I have been told by my doctor that I am over-weight and every person in my family is not even slightly supportive in any way. I hope I die I am so tired of constantly being disappointed by everyone I know. I LOVE EVERYONE MORE THAN I CAN EVER LOVE MYSELF!!!! I wish people would see that. T hey say i am selfish but all I ever do is give, give, give. I wish that my family and friends could understand that I am a burden and they will do much better if I was dead. I am doing this so that way everyones lives will be so much better. I am nothing. I will never amount to anything and I can’t help much more. I am running low on my ability to help others.
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Hello there. My name is Phoung, its a pleasure to meet you. I will leave my email at the end of my comment. I would very much like to talk with you. I check my emails every day So please, come and talk to me. You have much more to say than just this.
You are a very kind person. And its very unfair that this is going on. But this is normally how life goes. It likes to test you till you break. I encourage you to not give up. I encourage you to fight.
Many of the hardships you are facing are the same as i face today and even tomorrow. What you have done for the others will be rewarded in the end.
I would very much like to hear from you soon. We can exchange stories and such. I believe you can make it. I really do. The decision is yours whether or not you are willing to continue fighting.
silly.snowball@Yahoo.com i want to hear from you, please.
I know exactly how you feel. Like I feel like I’m reading my life story right here..
Please don’t feel you are alone.
Talk to me..
Share your feelings.and stories with me..and I’ll share myn..
Or eeven just to chat..im friendly and love to listen.
Please give it a thought.
My email is
Suicidal.gothic.65@hotmail.com
Hi, are you still there? I also want to kill myself and having been searching for a good way. I wonder how much Vicodin have you taken and normally how long does it take to die.
give up your life for God! give to God! give to the one who gives you EVERYTHING!
http://suicideproject.org/2009/11/please-let-me-help-11/
please don’t give and in the end, take away your own life. that would be selfish.
please just take care of yourself, and talk to me, because i’m desperate to help, and i’m desperate to make the world a better place, at least for one more person.
daniel