im in love. i met in freshman year. we’re seniors in high school now. starting out, we were best friends for a year and a half. he asked me out in the middle of sophmore year and of course i said yes. i’d be crazy not to. we shared everything. we went to the same church and both shared a huge love for God and music. i taught him how to play guitar and all of my songs were about him. i never thought i could love someone as much as i loved him. i loved being with him and talking to me and even when we faught i still loved it because i was with him. He was a big part of me for a long time. a year ago it ended. i wasnt hurt. in fact i pushed it aside for a while because i still saw him all the time and i still felt like we were together. but recently he said he doesnt want to even be friends. i dont understand his reasoning and i doubt i ever will because he is quite unreasonable, just like me. anyways, after being hurt for a little bit, i realized its not worth my time. im almost 18 and i have many more important things to worry about. i was in love and i never thought i could fall out of love, but i did. it happens oh well. im not depressed anymore and when the time comes to him deciding he wants to see me again then he will. is a boy really the most important thing? not for me at least.