im in love. i met in freshman year. we’re seniors in high school now. starting out, we were best friends for a year and a half. he asked me out in the middle of sophmore year and of course i said yes. i’d be crazy not to. we shared everything. we went to the same church and both shared a huge love for God and music. i taught him how to play guitar and all of my songs were about him. i never thought i could love someone as much as i loved him. i loved being with him and talking to me and even when we faught i still loved it because i was with him. He was a big part of me for a long time. a year ago it ended. i wasnt hurt. in fact i pushed it aside for a while because i still saw him all the time and i still felt like we were together. but recently he said he doesnt want to even be friends. i dont understand his reasoning and i doubt i ever will because he is quite unreasonable, just like me. anyways, after being hurt for a little bit, i realized its not worth my time. im almost 18 and i have many more important things to worry about. i was in love and i never thought i could fall out of love, but i did. it happens oh well. im not depressed anymore and when the time comes to him deciding he wants to see me again then he will. is a boy really the most important thing? not for me at least.
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ohmygod! thank you! im sorry but im in such a similar situation and i jsut never got what i should do! thank you! sosososooo much!
of course! i just came to the realization that its not worth the pain. just keep a positive attitude and he’ll realize that what he’s missing out on.
a piece of shit ! what you wrote! the only thing that clearly says is that you are an unsensitive individual without feelings, more concerned of your wellbeing than in the act of loving. The love that you first described was beautiful, how can you destroy it or allowed it to be destroyed! are you more interested in feeding your belly and vegetating?
If you lose your love you should go to pieces forever and remain scarred. The other option is behaving like an animal just pushing food down your throat
love is not an act that should be forced. i didnt choose for him to say what he said to me nor did i at all want that. what happened happened and i dont agree with you degrading my decision to unhook myself from what wasnt healthy for me. if i was an unsensitive individual without feelings then i wouldnt have fallen in love with him in the first place. thanks for your concern of my “wellbeing” but it was pretty unessicary.
why is justalvaro so anti-happy people