When you tell people that you’re drunk, they tend to turn away. But I can’t keep doing this by myself… I’ve lost my friends, my son, everything. God, here comes the tears… I just can’t do it anymore. I’m drunk enough to post this, but sober enough to be honest. I need help, and I can’t do anything. I really think I’m drunk enough to kill myself. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t do it anymore. Please, someone help. I can’t do it.