I was in love with someone for over 2 years. 6 months ago they left me for someone else..and it seems each day is a struggle to face it. I’ve tried commiting suicide over 6 times..each one different.. I’m just ready to find happiness and for the tears to stop falling…will I ever be good enough for someone to love me and not take advantage of me? Will it ever be enough to just throw it all away..some days I just sit and wonder..Crying softly to myself cause no one understands or is even there to help. I’m just lost and confused.
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aww you must love that person so much, I can understand you. Experiencing relationship is part of life. Nobody will be successful the first few time they try it. I’m sure there will be someone for you out there, you can either try your best to find another one or wait for someone else to come and get you 😉 which ever one fits your style =)
i agree completely 🙂 my life feels so conected to yours and i hope you can pull through, there is someone out there that will equal if not double your love for them so dont give up… if you need to talk email me
ryan-mcauley@hotmail.com
i would love to help you 🙂
I hear you on this one. I dated this girl for over a year and many times she stated how much she loved me immensely and that she could live with me forever. One day she ended our relationship. I was crushed and yet in the next few weeks she still wanted the same perks that go into the relationship (hang out, sex, sleep overs, the works) without of course the commitment.
I wish I could say the pain will go away immediately but it wont. Time heals everything though and I assure you that eventually you will regret feeling so broken hearted. Someone will come and sweep you off your feet and the pain you endure now will make that next love with someone feel that much better.
Like many things in life, relationships are a scary and turbulent test of self measure, discipline and in my opinion, mental toughness.
Call me crazy but I believe the sky was put up with immense difficulty and after countless attempts to show the people on earth that every sky they want to put up or every time they want to reach for the sky will not come without some challenge and some failure. The idea is to persist with great resolve and continue trying. Its not a matter of getting there or achieving the goal, that will come in time. The key thing is to never give up. That is perseverance.
So keep jumping for that sky in everything you do in life, especially relationships. I promise you, you will reach that sky eventually but be persistent, be mentally tough! Show that big heart of yours you have some mettle and most importantly believe!
Im here to talk if you want; send me an email if need be: stump_the_cuff@hotmail.com