I can’t do this anymore

  February 23rd, 2010 by darkgirl

I haven’t dated anyone in 3 years, and the first boyfriend I’ve had is breaking up with me

My career is going nowhere

Everyday I constantly feel like everyone is out to get me, everyone is so mean

I don’t know what the point is

I’m asking my family for money every month, which is just weighing on my conscience

I’m so sad all the time

I moved to New York to pursue my dreams of becoming an actress/writer. I’ve made some progress, but every day it’s just a battle to keep going. Every day I ask why am I here? Why did I leave my family and friends and everyone who loved me to live in this disgusting place where I’m not getting anywhere with my life?

What’s the point? And if I’m not happy now that I’m pursuing my dreams, when am I going to be? Should I just move home and get a corporate job again like I used to have? But I was miserable there, too.

I just don’t know what to do.

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