The constant fighting, the constant crying, the constant angry slash marks on my arms. Suicide is probably something that I won’t go through with, however, I wish that I was never born. That may be awful to say, but I’m extremely saddened by everything. I’m no longer happy with anything. I cut myself to feel, at least, in control of one emotion. Truthfully, I don’t really know how much I can put myself through. Constant heartache after another. Constant issues with my family. Constant battles with the mirror. I cannot stand to look at myself. All I see is someone not worthy of anything. I just want to die. I do not want to be apart of this world anymore. It’s too much…
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I know how u feel I feel the same every single day the today for the first time I cut my self to ffeel better to control at least one thing. I hate everything about this world I go to sleep every night wish I won’t wake up the next day I just wish we could help eachother so that we can survie this day by day.