I’m 21 years old, and I still haven’t finished school. Some of my friends are in universities and all…anyways, I’ve been feeling like this since 7th grade, that was 8 years ago, where I first tried to kill myself, with a pair of scissors, I went to see a therapist, but that didn’t help obviously, otherwise I wouldn’t be suicidal right about now. I tried to kill myself last week, because I feel that I have let down my parents, everybody. I live in iceland for the moment, day in day out, I get more and more depressed, I write poems, because it’s a way of expression but no one hears my cry for help. The people I love the most are million miles away from me, and the I associate with here, I can’t call them my friends. It is very hard for me to open up to anyone, because I’m afriad that I’ll be rejected, laughed at ect. And before I stumbled upon this site, I was/am thinking of killing myself, because I am of no worth at all, poetry doesn’t seem to help anymore, I don’t know what to do anymore.