Fuck. I’m surprised I’m still here. Yesterday I passed out from blood loss. Luckily no one found me but imagine how I felt when I woke up. Fuck. I’m still upset. Wht is wrong with me??? Why am I like this? Why must I live with somthing I cannot bare. I know ther are people who do have it worse and are still happy. But I cnt controll depression. So fuck this.
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I would be pissed in your place too. It doesn’t matter what you have in your life, only thing that matter is how you feel. And you can’t change your feelings. That sux. I would like to have your courage to end it all.
Sorry that you are in such a horrible place. And I’m so torn too…part of me wants to tell you I’m so sorry that your attempt did not work…but there’s a part of me that also wants to tell you all the things that none of us want to hear when we’re in such a dark place. I’ve always maintained that suicide makes sense for some people and that individuals should have the right to choose it. I’m so sorry!!
Thanks and m sorry too. I really shoudnt post when I’m like that. I’m just really upset, desperate, cofused, and conflicted. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m out of options.