Fuck. I’m surprised I’m still here. Yesterday I passed out from blood loss. Luckily no one found me but imagine how I felt when I woke up. Fuck. I’m still upset. Wht is wrong with me??? Why am I like this? Why must I live with somthing I cannot bare. I know ther are people who do have it worse and are still happy. But I cnt controll depression. So fuck this.