Basically, I feel like a useless, worthless, unwanted teenager. My family yells at me all the time, and they say that I get angry at the because of that. I don’t. I get depressed that I make them unhappy. A child that makes their own parents really unhappy should die. ( only meaning me. ) My friends in school have forgotten me, because they don’t talk to me anymore, they have their own group, where I have my tree in the corner of the field. None of the boys seems like me, I really don’t care.
Since they don’t talk to me anymore, I don’t have anyone to talk to about my issues. I try my best to keep my grades up, but I can’t, they are going down. I also try my best to be happy, not working. Its so easy to die, so hard to live. All I think about is to kill myself, since no one really needs me.
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Hi there,
As a teenager myself, I know how awful school ife can be. Getting grades is stressful.. Drama between friends is irritating. However, we’re at the age where we CAN temporarily change our habits and show our true colours.
There were four solutions that came to my mind whilst reading this post.
1. Approach them. Ask them why they’ve suddenly turned away from you. Perhaps they’ll come to their senses, realise what such a great friend they’ve walked out on and return.
2. Forget them. If they’ve ‘ditched’ you, maybe it’s for the best that they’re not around. They mightn’t be very nice people after all. You can find other friends, maybe? Ones that won’t leave.. True friends, I call them.
3. Give them time. They might be going through that typical teenage phase. Eventually it goes away..
4. Search the internet! Okay, it’s not real life, but that doesn’t mean the people you’re talking to across cyberspace aren’t real!
Like one of my close mates said: “You know, you can meet some of the best people in your life on the internet.”
Don’t give up hope. There’ll always be someone you can talk to – you just have to find them.
If you wish to discuss this further, I’m here. You can email me at: lindsaybgilbert@msn.com