HomeGeneralhey there, thank you for the site. i don’t know if i’ll do it, i was very close to it once. it’s true the pain is unbearbale smtms, well, most of the time, i’m scared to make people that love and trust me sad, my mom, dad, sister, my kids, even my husband although he is the main reason i feel this way. i’m afraid to make them sick, or feel guilty. i’m trying to find a way how to end it all without them knowing that I did it on purpose.. i want them to think it was an accident so my kids or my parents would never blame themselves for something they are not responsible for or me for being such an egoist. it’s just too much. or maybe being able to express my thoughts for the first time will help.
hey there, thank you for the site. i don’t know if i’ll do it, i was very close to it once. it’s true the pain is unbearbale smtms, well, most of the time, i’m scared to make people that love and trust me sad, my mom, dad, sister, my kids, even my husband although he is the main reason i feel this way. i’m afraid to make them sick, or feel guilty. i’m trying to find a way how to end it all without them knowing that I did it on purpose.. i want them to think it was an accident so my kids or my parents would never blame themselves for something they are not responsible for or me for being such an egoist. it’s just too much. or maybe being able to express my thoughts for the first time will help.
