6 months ago i met the girl of my dreams. She was everything I ever wanted, and could ever want. She was smart, beautiful, politically aware, and even had the same interest in music i had. We dated and broke up, but everything was ok then, i tryed to move on. Cut to 4 months later when we started talking again, but this time our relationship got a lot closer than when we were dating. We would talk every day and were practically inseparable. Every once and a while we would hit a bump but usually it was nothing too big to deal with. Until one day at a party i saw her with another guy doing sexual things. I flipped the hell out and started freaking out harder than i ever have before and just left the party. On the walk home i found an empty beer bottle, smashed it and slashed up my arms pretty badly. I climbed through my window to avoid my family seeing the bloodshed and cleaned up. Ever since then all i can think about is finally just slashing my wrists once and for all to just end it. It feels like a vain or petty reason to want to commit suicide, but i can’t help but thinking ill never meet a girl this unique in my life again, so it isn’t worth living.
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well… I wouldn’t suggest trying to kill yourself by cutting, it rarely works and even if your down to your last liter of blood you’d call an ambulance because of the pain. Your right, it is not worth it to kill yourself over someone… have you talked to her since the incident? she could of been drunk. You should know life doesn’t revolve around partners and relationships. There’s so much more out there for you if you look.
hi, its been a while ive gotten on here. n for some reason i just felt the need to come back. that reason is you. for all the people on here who are in deep depression and want help. i understand how much it hurts seeing someone who u love with someone else, especially if they are kissing or being intimate. ive experienced that, but you know what? the way i deal with it is thinking… well they obviously moved on already.. why should i be stuck n get hurt because he is being happy with another person? if he can’t be happy with me, i want him to be happy with someone else. if he doesnt want me.. okay, theres millions of others out there. so what im trying to say is that you shouldnt feel like if she is the only unique girl who will ever love you. trust me you need to go out there and im sure you will not only find one, but thousands of unique girls who will not do that to you, this is not the end of the world. so dont beat yourself up for her. your pain is not worht for one girl, for no one. if it wasnt meant to be with her, well… you will find a better person who will make you forget abt all of your pain and that girl who hurt you. lift yourself up and suicide or cutting is not a solution. *another thing i would do is.. if i ever found myself thinking of that person who i “loved” i stop myself and try my hardest to drift of and think about the things i love or what i want to do int he future like.. traveling the world.. music. or stuff like that.
i hope this helped. 🙂
“In revenge and in love, woman is more barbarous than manâ€. ~Friedrich Nietzsche
Think about that for a while. Hopefully you will realize what you are up against. Men are more sensitive than people give them credit for. And while I wholeheartedly understand your pain and torturous anguish, I also understand that women behaving in this manner and not really caring about how their actions destroy others is nothing new.
dude it was six months. man up bro.