or at least no worse than any other night. i wrote my letter. summoning the courage to do what i think is right. or what needs to be done. i resisted for so many years. these past days i woke up and fell asleep with the thought of suicide.
well, thanks for creating this site. i hope you guys get better, i hope for a good change in all your lives, and be safe. if i survive i guess i’ll be back (:
i hope hell aint that bad that i cant laugh at it.
ps. this is a primal fear song, i found it fit to the occasion.
In Memory
Lost in my own dream
I’m standing at the wall
Dark clouds are passing by
And the evil takes control
Emptyness is calling
I light a candle now
So many times I’ve talked to the dead
The reason to go down
In memory of you
Wait till the morning dew
It hurts my soul, it kills my mind
In memory of you
It feels so dark inside
Waiting till the morning light
Walking all alone
A red sky, the morning comes
I take you with me
Down to the crematorium
Once there was a secret
And nobody will find out
So many times I’ve talked to the dead
The reason to go down
In memory of you
Wait till the morning dew
It hurts my soul, it kills my mind
In memory of you
It feels so dark inside
Waiting till the morning light
3 comments
Nice fear song, since i am an artist i use to draw dark, bloody pictures
when i was young, pictures that resembled something out of a “Hellraiser”
or even a “SAW” movie, darkness, doom & sacrifice always finds me, I did
my own “testimonial will” back in 2005, i know i will have to update it soon.
Beautiful song. I hope with all my heart that you find the peace and happiness that we are all looking for.
I prayed for you ,just hang in there…please.