Death is staring me in every verse. My mind goes wild and I need to scream. My lungs cry out for air that isn’t there. Hang me up and watch me fall. Blood on all the fucking walls. My screams don’t come out. My body locks up and I don’t seem to even care. What can I do to make you stay? I want the truth. Tell me NOW. I want to cry. I want to die. Am I next? This is just a distant dream. What can this realy mean?
Eyes open wide, light comes in. The whole day starts again. Can you hear me scream and shout? I’ll admit I’ve been blessed I didn’t get a shitty mess. Daddy you didn’t touch me, mommy you haven’t died. You’re so close. You shout you scream and you treat me like shit. I found some love it’s called the dark. Take me away please do. My heart is gone NO ONE can HELP.
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So dark a place the light can not get through….?
No light can ever reach me
You are a troubled soul…who only know what went wrong and why would you leave the stage in the middle of your song…who told you life wasn’t worth the fight? They were wrong…they lied! Once your gone..there is no coming back. Why not find some living thing to give the love you need to? It does not have to be human…so many need so much love and care. Why not claw your way an opening where there is a small ray of light and care about another? It really works…
In a way i want someone there to say they love me and that i am there world i guess
Are your parents fighting with you or each other or both? When I was young, I was in a lot of pain and upheaval. My step dad and mom were just married and it was really hard to live with them. I ended up in foster homes. School was really my salvation. I started college at night when I was 15. I had to be busy and did not like my foster home. I wished for the same thing..to be someone’s world.
My parents yell at me and at each other. i have moved 3 times cause of there fighting and b/c of that i am behind in school. Do you know how much i hate school now that i am 2 years behind. I HATE IT. no boyfriend No friends really Nothing to live for.