all my life i have lived in misary i live allone i have no family my mother kicked me out at a early age she told me i was the reason why she couldnt have anything i fell in love with a girl when i was 15 she was my whole world her parents moved her away from me everything that is good gets taken away from me i know that there are others that have more problimes than me i have tried to die 3 times everybody seems so fake im loosing grip on whats real my shot at happiness is dieing there has to be away were i can die easily
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Hi. I know how you feel I am going through the same thing and also been in total misery for most of my life, always alone too. I find each day a struggle, it’s just so difficult with having no one to hear you or be there for you. I have no family or friends. I also live alone. I have 1 or two online but they don’t go through anything like I do so I don’t find it easy communicating with them. I am really depressed and by the sounds of it so are you. My relationship with my mother never was great even when I was little. I have been through alot all my life. I’d like to be your friend and you can always talk to me about how your feeling. E-mail me vazzie_ere_chillin@hotmail.co.uk. Love to hear from ya since we both could use real friendship.
I had to move away from the onlY girl I ever rlly cared about before I rlly got to know her. I was 14. I don’t think I’ll ever forget her, but remembering isn’t a bad thing, bro. Keep her memory warm inside and never think ‘what if’ or u’ll end up fucked up like me.