So…? I don’t know how to start this, but I guess this works.
Know what I hate? When people say they understand, and you know they don’t. Because it’s really hard to understand this.
I’m 14 years old, I’ve been cutting for 3 years, and suicidal for 1.
In July, I tried to kill myself.
I woke up one more time than I expected to. Now I’m just left with the scars.
I wish I had succeeded, because it’s only gone downhill from there…
Yea, sure, majority here feel sad.
But to what degree?
Isn’t 4 years enough? No. It isn’t.
I’m not some oh-my-boyfriend-dumped-me-I’m-depressed teenager. I have no reason to be sad.
So why?
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I feel that way too. im 15 and my life is so much better than it was. i feel stupid for wanting to disapear…
I was the same as you when I was your age. Around 11 I became acutely aware of the suffering around me, and the futility of the things people told me to care about. I don’t know what to say to advise you, because I am still as sad, if not sadder than I ever was. The only thing I can advise you against is losing respect and compassion for yourself.
I’ve been suicidal since I was ten, I’m 19 now and still am. The last time I tried it, I had to get surgery on my wrist couldn’t move it for two months.
I just feel empty, some days are better than others but some are worse. I’ve tried it four times already it seems Im inmortal. hahaha but the weird thing is I only do it when im bored, so know when I’m bored I just drink but sometimes it doesn’t make that urge dissapear anyway. don’t worry you will feel better and if you succeed tell me how you did it… I’d like to hear your story.
iiBlondi: Most probably, if nothing is really wrong with your life, you are sad because you have a chemical imbalance in your body. The way to fix that is – get lots of exercise. Any kind of sport fixes chemical imbalance. Don’t just believe words – try it and you will see it works.