so im turning 15 in october 16 days from now and well i was planing and getting excited for a party it was goona be the best birthday ever…………….. but since my mother got mad at me for not takening care of my clothes and lacking in of cleaning up after my self due to being tired after school and volleyball and not getting home till 8 it was a big fight of just my mom yelling which made me scared and specially what else she said. i waas affraid to come home i went to the counslers ryied and said the whole story. im still up set and have a scar from what i did. my moms acting all nice now cause my counsler talk to her ,but seriously what do i have to look fowwatrd to. she doesnt know alot she doesnt pay attention doesnt know i make suicide notes in my room all the time and that shes the reason and that i called the hot line all she does is two things sleep which makes me lonley and yell which makes me even sadder and lonleir no one gets me im the out cast ***** in my family cause my mom tells my aunts i dont do shit and i get look at like worthkless piece of shit.
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You wouldn’t want to miss the next Twilight movie by being dead!
ha. well seeing which i havent seen eclipse it doesnt mater .
hey man,I was in a fairly similar situation to you a few years back … my story is a slight bit different,my mam was a massive control freak and my dad changed religion which caused massive tensions in the house,which made my mam freak about little things (like my bedroom etc.) … and when she got a annoyed she was completely over the top,life was shit,but i persevered,am now 18 and just started college,still live at home,but when you get to this stage in life,you have so much freedom to whatever you want,go wherever you want,no boundaries,if your lucky,you could even get a job and move out … Im just sayin,if lifes bad now,that there is definitly a silver;inging to your dark cloud,i hope if nothing else that the thought cheers you up a little bit
thanks…and im a girl lol yea i still feel bad alot she makes me feel like shit,.
Jasminexhelpme,
you are right. You are pretty.
You are even a womanly woman.
A man’s doll.
A Libra with the element of softness “water”.
But you behave like eleven, vulnerable enough to post even your address out. To attract killers ?
You are like stripping off your clothes on the street, then what will happen ! RAPE !
You’ll just fall in your own trap as a bait.
You are endangering yourself, and even your family, if predator should be tempted to where you are, you won’t react fast enough at the time they perk.
Please delete your “killer invitation” post.
Volleyball playing even after 8 o’clock ?
What about the dinner at home ?
What about the responsibility of your mother being a parent have to think of herself being useless around the children.
Mother sleeps all the time ?
Have you ever tried to comfort her and ask where she feel aching ?
Any readiness to give her some massage as a daughter to the mother ?
Any chance you’ll give her to tell you any stories, instead of her yelling in case you would have run away.
My dear pretty, it’s not one-way street in the family life.
Your sister was raped and arrested.
What will your mother react to this ? Guilt ! Not able enough to protect and teach her child, and failed being a mother ? So sleep, tired, forget, hoping tomorrow will be better.
And you should dump all your present friends.
If they are any good or related to you, how come you have been so disappointed here.
Find and stick to some mature, good-natured big sisters as friends, at least a few years older than you, in order to learn.
If you are humble enough in the attitude to learn, the good people will be there ready to accept you.
Only that you have to decide if you are willing to turn toward the good.
You seem to be the strongest and cleverest in your family. So act on it, show your real power.
Don’t settle in the future for being just playmates to the men.
You are well better than that.
You are to live well over seventy of age, so start prepare now for yourself.
You are so very clever, all you need is just a “will” to find your own turbo and accelerate.
um you dont know what happens in my life i offer things i give more help and care for my mother more then any one in my school i delte that one thing but and no one loves me so idc .