Starseeds

I apologize for not being able to comment as quickly. I wasn’t able to make a comment the day before, because I was really angry at humanity and society as whole, and then I have to simmer down my emotions, so I can write and think clearly without negative emotions involved. Anger clouded judgement, and being judgmental is something I want to step out of it in my lesson as a human.

One of my weakness is to defend myself and standing up for my beliefs and I need to get out of my comfort box.

Here I am replying to you know, because I feel guided to do so to teach you and help you clear some fears. I may not be right in my lecture, but here’s my two cents.

First of all, I’m really offended that people didn’t comment on my post and talk to me. Instead of talking to me, you ran off making a post without consulting me first. I leave open to comments you know? If I closed down comments, then that’s a deterrent to my role as a spiritual teacher. I’m really easy to talk to, once I’m less bitchy and angry. I understand that the post made you feel uneasy in a way, and I know in a way, you fear I’m a false person or some troll. Your strong sense that it’s a fraud comes from FEAR.

When you thought I’m here to taking advantage of you group of people, I’m actually wrote the article to appeal to a group of people who fear to come out due to their choice of spiritual/philosophy and talk about their emotions. Some starseeds I know do not have the courage and bravery to help depressed and suicidal people out of fear or ignorance or lack the strength to help trapped souls. Some are so sensitive to negative emotions due to their natural empathy, they avoid negativity all together.

They are trapped in the idea that by working on themselves with love and light, they can ascend! Only their great flaw that as they ascend, they leave behind lower evolved souls who are trapped in their darkness and are not learning anything new to transcend above to think outside the box. That’s my problem with most starseeds.

Actually, you are not correct in your thinking. Allow me to challenge your beliefs.

Say you held on a certain belief for a long time, and then an enlightened teacher came up on your steps and give you teachings that tear up your core beliefs. Saying, “I’m never wrong” is a blockage coming from the EGO. It means, “I refused to listen to something that is different to MY BELIEFS and I REFUSED TO CHANGE MY BELIEFS because I AM ALWAYS RIGHT.”

And this is problem with most depressed people. They’re so comfortable in their idea of depression and suicide, that when somebody new comes along the way, trying to help, they are trapped in a program of self-denial and learned helpless. I really feel compassion to people with these emotions, and I’m learning a tolerance to dark energy composed as the result of their negative beliefs.

Would a real troll like SoftCreation and the rest of the troll idiots come and challenge your beliefs in an effort to help you ascend outside of the mental box? I don’t know who they are, but they sound like miserable attention whores.

If the people on this site truly believed we’re doing to descend into such a state of the dark ages, then I hope people like me, even if I’m just one soul hope to change that. Because I think deep inside, in their souls, we want to live in an age of Enlightenment where’s so no more suffering and no more ignorance.

Anyways, I’m open to conversation. I may not be a fluffy person, but I would try to be less rude and angry, and be more compassionate to people like you. You are an intelligent person and I hope you understand me well.

In end, my only goal is that I don’t want people to destroy themselves.