I was always the girl who was told how much potential she had. I feel like over the past year I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m 21 this should be the best times. not sitting at home wondering what the point in life is anymore the bad in my life is 2-1. it over powers any good iv had. I can’t even tell you the last time iv smiled. I’m so lost and hurt. iv told my family and friends but they brush it off like nothing. I know that physically I can’t do it anymore. I’m drained. I don’t see what’s even worth it anymore
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I’m a 61 yesr old man who dron his depression in alcohol for decades, now I stop (1/2 years ago) and all hell breaks loose. Fisrt it was horrible depression, now the dperession remains but now I’m riddled with anxiety. I take 8 zanax a day and does nothing, I’ne hd 9 electroshock therapy becasue no anti depressents or benzo work. STILL THE SAME.. I want out so bad but everyone is to paranoid to give a reasonable method because the worry about the police monitoring, and even if they are, your telling someone how it can be done ………… not them in particulal I wish you luck and sorry for your grief. I’m still trying to find a way theat’s a sure thing. I don’t wnat to go, but I can’t bear this anymore. I’m tried medical. acupunture, 2 years of therapy. I’ve run out of ideas.
this sounds a scarily lot like me!!!
same here, 22, dont know wat to do in life, no job, no liscense, no car, no education….and its all because of depression….every time i try i always fail…i have gotten to where im sick and tired of it so i just dont eat, and lay in bed and be on here or watch tv and smoke ciggeretes! hell i dont even wanna go anywhere anymore. my family is all i have but u cant talk to them all the time, and my gf/ yes im lesbian (or i think i am) dont even care for me like she used to anymore! and she dont help cause shes an alcoholic. its like really and truly all i can trust is my dog gg!!!! he tries to make me happy and its crazy cause when im depressed he is too and he wont eat unless he sees me eat!