well, i’m 15 now. last year was probably the hardest year f0r me & my family though,
my mom went through a rough divorce. her 5th. that led to us losing our house, friends, & dog. she got a dui in the process & attempted suicide 3 times.. a month after my best friend hung himself in the bathroom & i got pregnant, i had a miscarriage & the boy left me thats when i got a cocaine addiction i asked everyone and anyone i could for help weather it was teachers, family members, doctors. no one helped, no one saw anything wrong, on the surface i made good grades, had alot of friends & was in a competitive cheer team.. i got a couple referrals to counciling, but my mom would never take me, and i had no insurance. the night i confessed i was raped my mom called me a whore and the fight became physical. Â i took 200 asprin pills & ended up passing out, my grand mother found me and took me to a hospital, even though it wasn’t the right way to do things, it made people take things more serious, i still haven’t found help & my home life isn’t that much better, but my friends are helping me through everything.
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Its good that you have friends to lean on, hope things get better for you
soon, if not just get involved with after school activities so you won’t have
to feel down about being home as much.
You’re young and your life is a lot harder than what most 15 year olds should have to handle. My father tried to kill himself right in front of me. He and my mom got into a huge argument. He accused my mom of cheating on him and said he would rather die than be in a loveless marriage. My mom called me into the room when they were arguing and he had a gun to his head. Needless to say, he didn’t kill himself but told me I was the reason why he wanted to. I was the stress in his life and he wished that I was never born. He hit me. I was 15.
Know that there are people on here, such as myself, who want to help you. I wish for your best of health and best of luck. Like I said, you’re young and you still have plenty of time to turn your life around. Your mom messed up, but realize that you are looking at a future that could be yours and know that it doesn’t have to be like that for you. Things can be easier said than done, yes. I tried to kill myself when I was 14 and when I was 15. I tattooed over the scars on my body with a beautiful nautical portrait to portray something beautiful came out of the scars I have. I hope you realize that the only person who can tell you who you are and what you are, is you. Believe in yourself. You survived for a reason. So, make something beautiful out of your life. I promise you, you will find your happy ending.
I am shattered at your release. You mean you were raped, nobody helped, your mother called you whore, what in the name of god is that? You need to talk to a social carer now and to the police too. You are a minor and the State has the duty to protect you. Your mother does not seem to be the appropriate person for that. You need likewise to talk to your counselor because I have the feeling you didnt pass the message the right way. I dont think you really told them what was going on. It has taken me 2 minutes to asses the gravity of your case by reading your script. Why dont you pass it to the school counselor ? Also walk to the police station and report your case. I dont think American police would take case of rape, and abuse lightly. So, you must protect yourself by placing you in the right surroundings, stay away from drugs absolutely, that would be the last thing you need now. you dont want those additional problems.