the fakest smile ever…

So here it is…..another day in this god damned life not worth living. I am sure I will get that same BS question that everyone asks: ” How’s it going?” and I want to scream: “I don’t do much except SUFFER, so NO life sucks and I don’t want to be here any more!!!” but of course I always some the same shit…..”I’m okay I suppose” but if they REALLY cared, they would inquire more into the meaning behind “I suppose” but they don’t because we are supposed to be on top of our problems not drowning beneath them….