i have to go to therapy on the 22nd of this month. my parents know i’m upset. they just don’t really know how upset i am. i’m slowly slipping away from my boyfriend. it seems better this way. he doesnt know i’m still gonna kill myself. he doesnt know a lot about me. i’m glad nobody really knows me. except my best friend. he knows me better than anyone. i’m not telling him anything. i always get these stupid fucking lectures about how suicide is bad, but it’s probably a hell of a lot better than where i’m at now. if anyone knows, tel me if there’s a less painful way to die besides drowning.
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gunshot. very sharp razor up and down the veins. maybe darting across a busy interstate or freeway many forms of suicide are painful so beware.
If you do not have to courage to do the above then try and think outside the box
Get killed by others
Get run over by a car on a mainroad or on a mororway
Or stabbed by the group of scallies on street
See think of something.
Bleeding to death will take a lot of time. So you shouldn’t cut yourself, unless you can manage to slit your own throat; but don’t just slit your windpipe. Hanging yourself is fast and painless if you weigh enough and don’t mess up (i.e. Tie a wrong knot or not high enough). Anythig where you digest stuff wiki be painful because it takes a long time, and you can get saved easier.
Im not going to try and get you to talk to me, or stop what you are doing. Because I get it, and for me; that doesnt help.
But do think. And don’t regret anything. Luck to ya.