Im probably one of the most fucked up people on here. i cannot tell you how much i think about suicide n death. so much that i here the toon from a cartoon do ta do do ta do. dont have a home i live with my parents n hide around the hose n i haave even ignored myself being here. i tryied commiting suicide 3 times. pills, heroin, coke, xannex. u got it i want it. but we all probably got the picture in our heads of going deep into the woods with a knife or a gone n picture the blood, or the shot. some of us r just pussys to do it that way. i am. maybe. but the safest way i trhink of it is to go into a closed garage and leave your car on, then wait.