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Take a stand for yourself. If you’re going to be suicidal, in this particular case, the best way to go out is by hurting the person who hurt you the most. Fucking rant some shit at her when she least expects it, because frankly she deserves to be treated like a piece of shit by you for what she’s done. And remember that no matter how much someone can punch you or hurt you physically, it doesn’t mean you’ve lost. I was beat up in school all the time (still am… even though the rules are more strict now that I’m in high school), but 90% of the time I got my point across and really, that’s enough for me to die the next day and not regret it.